STARVE into an Abundant Lyphe...

Great Day Belovedz,


Today's dialogue is a very, very intense and difficult progression for me personally.
The growing pain of this particular part of SELF is painful...


Today...I would like to identify the deaths that must occur within us in order for us to live an Abundant Lyphe.


Not abundance in "Things"...but an Abundance of our Best Self.


In order to obtain a degree of proficiency toward Abundance...we've got to starve the cycles of destruction within ourselves and our lives...


Merriam-Webster defines Starve as: to want or need something very much


Throughout the course of my existence...I've struggled with maintaining a will...a want...a drive to live.
I was in total agreement with whatever was ruling inside that said my loved ones and I were better off if I were in a grave.
PERIOD.


I was satisfied with it.
I had accepted it.
I'd conditioned myself to stay prepared for that last "moment".
When life wouldn't take me out...I tried to take me out...
But LYPHE...Kept winning...


The last time I suffered with this particular enemy...I stopped eating.
Although I did not stop eating "on purpose" my lack of wanting to exist manifested in a total loss of appetite..


*Honest Zone*
Okay Guys...FOOD IS MY B#T$H...hands DOWN!!!
I LOVE FOOD...I Love the aroma...I Love the taste...I Love the textures...I Love to cook...I Love to feed people...
FOOD GLORIOUS FOOD...Don't touch my plate if YOU want to live...FOOD!!!!


So...lost in the pit of self...I was being told by those around me what was happening...but couldn't really see it for myself...


Every time I looked in the mirror I was a whopping 160-180 lbs...I wasn't loosing weight so rapidly that  I saw a problem...neither did I entertain the look of concern on my loved ones faces...


I was so engaged with the grave...I wasn't interested in what was still alive...ME...Lyphe...I was STILL Alive...but I was ready to die...


So when the scale finally reached an unhealthy 102lbs and I'd remembered the pleas of my children to eat....it was in those moments...I saw my Lyphe fading but wasn't yet gone from view...my loved ones had been screaming LIVE while silently my Lyphe LOVE Light Energy was dimming...and I was saying...no...die.


I was TIRED of hurting
I was TIRED of living in fear
I was TIRED of physical pain
I was TIRED of the stress and strain
I was TIRED of failing
I was TIRED.


But Lyphe was still flowing through my shrunken veins...


So I had to accept death wasn't my decision to make (obviously)...and I started turning my Lyphe Existence around so I could begin to received the Abundance of my Lyphe.


Well sister Lyphe...how did you even begin the process...


First...I opened up a real yet difficult dialogue between The Universal Power Source and Self.
I returned the power (I NEVER had) over my existence to The Creator Source.


Then...I started STARVING myself
STARVING myself of not waking everyday with gratitude
STARVING myself of the negative picture I was painting of my Beautiful Lyphe
STARVING myself of lies that I'm unworthy...undeserving...of the BEST Lyphe The Universe offered me.
STARVING my piss poor self image...in and out the mirror
STARVING myself of negative speech and ideologies
STARVING myself of miserable people who loved being in my miserable company
STARVING myself of  the defeatist and quitter attitude
STARVING myself  from ingesting my neighbor's thoughts,  feeling, words, actions of Just Wrong...
STARVING myself of atmospheric poisons
STARVING myself of hiding the pain instead of exercising it


And when I began flushing my Lyphez System...and started "eating" right...


I fed myself by giving Gratitude for the Grace and Mercy of my Creator Source
I fed myself the TRUTH of who and WHOs I AM
I fed myself patience with my human frailty
I fed myself worthiness
I fed myself meditation
I fed myself positivity
I fed myself LOVE
I fed myself the joys as well as the pains
I fed myself the UTMOST Respect for My SELF
I fed myself the right to dance...even in the rain
I fed myself hope
I fed myself LYPHE
I fed myself good speech
I fed myself clean and clear space


So that I could today... feed You (go figure).


I am Still Alive...to feed you LOVE
I am Still Alive...to feed you peace
I am Still Alive...to feed you support
I am Still Alive...to share my story in hopes you'll never have to eat from that platter of pain
I am Still Alive...to remind myself and you of just how Phenomenal, Wonderful, Majestic we Already Are...Flaws & All...no excuses nor exceptions.


*Honest Zone*
At this very second...I'm Starving and Eating simultaneously...working on SELF inside out...every day I learn something new about myself...negative things must be starved...and positive things must be fed.


You are NEVER alone...EVER...
Someone understands...I Understand...


My very BEST Friend told me...
"There's NOTHING...you, me and The Creator Source cannot get through together"...
He planted an Agape LOVE seedling inside of me...so that I could grow into an Abundant LOVE & Light Lyphe FORCE...


Hoping you're able to eat the "fruits" of my LOVE and Light through darkness...in time you'll do the same for your neighbor...


The WORLD is waiting on us to STARVE ourselves into an Abundant LOVE & Light Lyphe FORCE.
#leggo


I LOVE YOU. But The Universal Energy Source LOVES us BEST. So LOVE you MORE.

Your Aura at a Glance...

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Affirmation 811

The Universal Energy has equipped me...therefore I Am ready...


I am ready to wake up and live
I am ready to become the BEST me I've ever known
I am ready to stop wasting my time on matters...that don't matter
I am ready to give birth to positivity...to light...to LOVE...to hope...
to happiness...to peace...to joy...to celebration...to art...
I am ready to walk in the grace of my Fullest Potential
I am ready to extend myself  far...deep...wide...
I am ready to dance within my destiny
I am ready to give the good of The Universe back to humanity




I Am Ready for The GREAT I AM Lyphe Exchange.




ily. LOVE YOU MOST.

VENT for Proper Ventilation

Ventilate is defined by Merriam-Webster as:
to allow fresh air to enter and move through (a room, building, etc.)
to express or discuss (something) openly or publicly


Vent is defined by Merriam-Webster as:
to express (an emotion) usually in a loud or angry manner




Okay Belovedz...


IF you clog...stifle...cut off your airways...you will loose consciousness due to lack of oxygen.
Indefinitely.


IF we allow a build up of emotion...
IF we cover the passageways of communication...
IF we seal up the access points to honesty...
IF we suffocate our SELF with silence...(not just the non verbal kind...but the disadvantage of speaking too many words while the real ones are never uttered...)
IF we choke out the satisfaction of  Self Empowerment...


We will shrivel up and potentially die.


WE GOT TO VENT...Dear Ones...


YELL It...
SCREAM It...
CRY It...
LAUGH It...
PRAY It...
SING It...
DANCE It...
SHOUT It...
EXERCISE It...


However we get "It" out...however we get "IT" off of our mental/emotional platter...into The Universe for guidance or attention or freedom...


Whatever 'IT" is...However "IT" is...VENT for the Ventilation...


VENT so you can inhale positivity...VENT so you can move freely...
VENT so you can have room to assist others with their
"HEIR Conditioning"...(it's written correctly...)...YES...
our Universal Heir Conditioning...the process of living  through our storms into a better wisdom...a better patience...
a better giver/receiver of the Universal Gifts.


Heir Conditioning requires us to purge ourselves of past mistakes, poor judgment calls...undeserved pain...unnecessary weight...what was our fault...what was another's fault...to make room for our GREATNESS...


VENT...so you can breathe the clear and clean HEIR Conditioning that The Universe has for us...


VENT...so you are allowed to work the LOVE & Light Energy work assigned to your hands...no one can or will ever fulfill your purpose but YOU...


We hold on to and hoard the wrong things and it causes...build up...back up...blockage...barriers...suffocation...of our Universal Gifts...our Blessings...our Joys...our Happiness...our Peace.


*Honest Zone*
I am the Pot AND the Kettle.
I am the Preacher AND the Parishioner.
I am the Teacher AND the Student
I am the Guilty AND the Innocent.


So...It's Alright...we are in this together...VENT so your Ventilation System remains accessible for your Universal Heir Conditioning.




Ily...
I NEED you to LOVE you MORE.

The Universal Gift...1

*Honest Zone*
I give The Universal Energy Source or My Creator or My Agape Love Master
credit for ALL that is me...around me...in me...of me...


I exist in a constant...consecutive...flowing stream...of LOVE & LIGHT Energy because I accept and benefit from the existence and reality of  The Universal Energy.


It's SO real and SO beautiful and SO understanding and SO forgiving and SO rejuvenating and SO beneficial and SO kind and SO longsuffering and SO accepting and SO slow to anger and SO swift to overlook my pit falls and shortcomings...this list too could go on for eons!!! 


My unwavering reason for gratitude comes from the constant, never ceasing, never lacking GIFT that IS the Universal Energy Source...


The Universal Energy Source...oh my...smh...
clear flowing...LIGHT...powerful...serene...graceful...merciful...all baring...clean...meaningful...HEALTHY...harmless...


I dedicate ALL that I am or ever hope to be to my Universal Energy Source.
I offer ALL of my Lyphe to the service of mankind throughout my predestined journey for The Universal Energy Source.
Without The Universal Energy Source operative in my Lyphe...I Am Nothing...




EVERY thing I am...the good, the bad, the ugly, the indifferent...I dedicate to the marriage between The Universal Energy POWER Source and I.
For it is ONLY this Source that can change...rearrange...enhance...the me entity...


Nothing and no one can make me great...
My greatness is hinged on the Agape LOVE from The Universal Energy Source.


Therefore...I will LOVE me unconditionally so that The Universal Energy Source can continue to use that which IT has created.


I LOVE YOU Universal Energy Source.
Your Infinite Agape LOVE for me is definitely felt and does not go unappreciated...


#thankyouforTheGift...
#whatifTheUniversalEnergyneededLOVEtoo...wouldyougiveit?...

The Impenetrable Boundary

Greetings Belovedz.


One of the biggest Gifts of the Universe throughout my healing process...right before and definitely after my nervous breakdown was therapy.


I learned so much about myself in a bit by bit fashion during these sessions over the years.


The beauty of therapy is...the work needed in and for my Lyphe..is mine to do.


Almost NEVER...has the therapist given me a resolution...


They are my coach...giving me the conditioning tools and road maps...but I had to get out there and run the race of my Lyphe.


My FAVORITE companion to this very second...is...The Boss...BOUNDARY...!!!


YES Hunnie!!!...BOUNDARIES...some need one...some need 10 THOUSAND!!!


It is...they are... a beautiful thing...the "Ooops...Don't Dump It Here" theory....or the exercise of "Teach People How to Treat You"...


Boundary is defined by Merriam-Webster as: unofficial rules about what should not be done: limits that define acceptable behavior.


BAYBE...Let the Boundary conditioning begin!!!


Boundaries are (as I was taught) necessary for your internal balance. Anyone/thing breeching your Boundary "threshold" is going to throw your internal balance off.


*Disclaimer*
No one knows what your Boundaries are and won't unless you exercise and express them. PERIOD.
You cannot lash out about any thing/one who has absolutely NO IDEA of what your Boundaries are...K?!?!!!
You've got to first be clear as to what your Boundaries are...recognize the line you need to draw...DRAW IT...dedicate yourself to it...and teacher others about the Boundary we set.


Sis. Lyphe...this sounds a lil selfish...it's boarder line rude...
Beloved...you would be CORRECT!!!


In order for our best selves to be useful to The Universal Energy Force in a positive and magnificent way...you MUST be "Self Centered"...not from a rude nor vain standpoint...but from a Love & Light Self Preserving standpoint.


Self CENTERED or balanced...
what we will accept...what you won't accept...what you will ingest...what we won't ingest...what forces us out of character...what cannot force you out of character...what supports or sponsors our positive charge...what robs you of your positive charge





Example:
Two co-workers are having a disagreement, and each of your co-workers uses you as the sounding board for whatever the issue is instead of confronting each other...you must now decide whether to uncomfortably sit and listen even participate or draw that Impenetrable Boundary line and say..."Talk to the person you're in conflict with"...in other words..."Ooops...Don't Dump It Here."


When you are constantly driven by the thoughts, feelings, actions of others...you are subjecting your balance to someone else's imbalances...when you are uncomfortable with the energy within ANY situation you've got to dig the BOUNDARY trench...get "Self Centered"...


*Disclaimer*
This does NOT mean avoid situations...or disappear in plain sight...


Confront ALL of your life with strength and power and dominion over SELF...only YOU control YOU...this is actually all The Universe requires of us. "Self Centered Control".


Being that you cannot control the energies of those around you...
We MUST preserve, protect, program and prepare our own.


It's important for us as individuals to enhance our LOVE & LIGHT Energy by building Impenetrable Boundaries...


Say what you mean and unapologetically mean exactly what you say...
Stick to your Boundaries and whether our neighbor chooses to subscribe to them with respect or not...WE set the platform for our Inner Existence...WE control the interactivity of either mess or marvel...WE build the stage for what we attract...what we engage with...what we ingest...what we settle for or what we standardize...


Let's regain or obtain balance with healthy...wholesome...
Impenetrable Boundaries.
our best lives depend on it.
#LEGGO...


Ily
#thatisALL.

Affirmation 25

Today is the most beautiful day I've EVER seen...


Even if I'm up against the challenges of life.
Even if I'm not certain of my next step.
Even if I'm unsure of what to do.


I face every situation FULL of Gratitude


Thankful for another opportunity to turn my life around
Thankful for the feet I have to move within my step by step process
Thankful for the Power, Strength and  Sovereignty of SELF
Thankful for Hope
Thankful for Grace


Thank You Universal Energy for the most beautiful day EVER...


I am Greatness in motion
I am a living Wonder
I am Grace personified
I am a Powerful addition to creation




Go on and LOVE yourself...
No one will ever do it like you.


I LOVE you. You MUST love you MOST.

You're Doing Too Much!...

*Honest Zone*
I STAY...doing TOO damn much!!! hehehehehe....


If I'm supposed to be resting...I'm cooking
If I'm supposed to be meditating...I'm doing hair
If I'm supposed to be on my walk...I'm giving my ear to a loved one
If my ringer is off...I see it and answer anyway
If I'm supposed to be designing...I'm giving step by step instruction to boiling water
If my work day is OVER...I'll still be in the office when the sun sets
If I'm supposed to be on my way to a concert...I'm helping at the church house


All in All...I'm ALWAYS DOING TOO MUCH!!!


Then I get upset and impatient with the persons and things I've responded to instead of getting upset with my SELF for not adhering to our plans in the first place.




Plain and Simple...
We've GOT to take a moment and just STOP, because our Universal Work is strenuous.


Stop being the end all or be all to every thing
Stop being the one who MUST come running
Stop being the revolving door while evolving waits


We've got to pamper ourselves with the all of the effort we put into every thing else.


Make time for meditation
Make time for rejuvenation
Make time for relaxation
Make time for being in YOUR moment


Our lives being created for the use of The Universal Power Source...means we've got to treat our "clay temple" better than we do...we become ineffective if we're spent and dry and used and tired and weary...


STOP...smell the roses in YOUR garden...because for the rest of our lives we are charged with being TOO DAMN MUCH!!! (in a REAL good way)...




Go LOVE yourself...The Universe is waiting on your BEST SELF to arrive!
#ily
#thatisALL

Affirmation of Healing

There are pieces of my SELF that are broken...
There are pieces of my Lyphe that I wish were different...
There are pieces of my Heart that have been shattered...
There are pieces of my Mind that have been tampered with...


But today...


Within the only seconds, minutes, hours I have left...
I ACCEPT my journey with Strength, Peace, Gratitude and LOVE.


That which has not killed me...
Has only made me Stronger.


That which has not devoured me...
Has only made me More.


More receptive
More accepting
More loving
More kind
More giving
More willing


My pain experiences have expanded my LOVE episodes...
Pain is NOT my enemy...but the necessary tool to overcome...


Because of the Lyphe processes considered to be "negative"...
I am a "positively" charged LOVE and Light Energy being.


I will use my Positively Energized LOVE and Light to impact the space around me...
I give myself and my experience as a living sacrifice to uphold my neighbor...from their darkness into a LOVE and Light energy place...


I will not get caught up in the darkness...
I will only use the darkness as a ladder to the LIGHT.


I am not a victim to my Lyphez pains...
I am a conqueror because I've pressed on through them...


Healing is a process...so just LET it progress.




I LOVE You. I want you to LOVE SELF MORE.

Accepting Our POWER with Grace

Greetings and Grace Beloveds,




Food for thought...a lion...does not conduct the business of ferocity based on information someone told the lion about itself...the lion's ferocity comes from the nature of the lions natural power...


We...no...I...and then we...
go about life as if I/we need someone/thing to remind me/us of everything...
My internal and external beauty
Our intelligence
My success
Our failures
My strengths
Our weaknesses...
My pitfalls...
Our triumphs...


We already know these things for the most part...the reality is we conduct our life business as if because no one brings certain things to our attention that we are unaware...instead of having an innate sense of SELF and livimg like we know our SELF.


Truth is Dear Ones...
We...you AND I...are the most POWERFUL beings in this universe...
The Universal Energy Force created you and I to be the "rulers" of the Earth's Atmosphere...


So what are we waiting for?...Why do we need confirmation of what already exists?... Why don't we just live the business of our POWER?


If we are of minds SO POWERFUL... that we can will into existence just by our thought(s)...?!?!?!?!!!!!!  WHAT?!?!?! ...now THAT is POWER
If we can declare it to the Universe without realizing or controlling it...and the Universal Energy Source manifests it......why don't we just walk in this magnificent and beautiful gift called POWER...?




POWER does not mean bully...lions by nature must hunt to survive...they aren't mean


POWER does not mean intimidate from a seat of negativity...lions do not exist in hostility...but there is an Alpha Power Cycle that must reset itself throughout time..


POWER does not mean oppression...lions set sight on a single target and take IT down...not the entire corral


POWER does not mean dictation...lions only take what is necessary for survival....they leave the rest of nature to itself.




If we ALL possess POWER...there is no need to have a big "I" and a little "U"...it means that collectively...when we walk confidently and gracefully in our individual POWER...we then enhance and embrace and nourish the inner POWER of our neighbor as well.


POWER is not a competition...it's a complimentary accessory...
My Power in direct contact with your Power creates a greater Power (if used properly)...an infectious Power...an infinite Power...


We are individual POWER Houses!!!
Don't wait to hear it with your ears from another...listen to it speaking from within and pick it up...PUT IT ON...


Adorned in Power WITH Grace you can achieve, obtain, establish anything your POWER has already set it's mind to...


Secret Truth...if we allow it...our POWER will drive us rather than we drive it.




Be your brand of POWER with Grace and Gratitude.
I Love You.
#THATisAll