Greetings and Grace Dear Heart,
*Honest Zone*
I'm really...really...really...Human!!!
I contend internally for seconds turned minutes turned hours turned days turned weeks turned ....you got it...
I am a fragile pillar of strength!!
I am a rock made of marshmallow!!!
I am a heavy weight feather!!!
I am a tower of powdered sugar!!!
I'm HUMAN...
And sometimes my friend...being perfectly human is one of the hardest things to be...
While it sounds like it should seem easy...the pressure of accepting the unknown...dealing with what's right in your face...someone else's needs or deeds...
It can get quite heavy...
It can feel as if you're drowning...sinking...shrinking...
I'm at a point now where I USED to cry about every thing...now Lyphe won't even allow my tears to fall...there's just a silence that comes over me and takes what feels like all my Knowing SELF stamina...
I KNOW the Universal Power Source Force has total control...my need to participate in the uninvited realm of existence...at times causes my pause to come to a complete halt...
Within this season of Wait Weight...I'll earnestly seek brighter tomorrows as I remind my SELF of all of the rainbows that have occurred within my LypheTime...
No matter where we are...it's temporary...but being in the *Honest Zone* has a tendency to release some of the pressure that builds in the silence of Wait Weight.
I LOVE You.
I'm LOVING my SELF through it.
Don't give up.
The Universe has no respect of time...
Giving thanks and gratitude for my ISNESS during this Wait Weight Season...
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